I Love You..thats "Convenient"..!

I called u up last night..said,that "I Love U" ,
Silence and a deep sigh, thats all i heard!
No words followed...made me wonder is it you..
Yes, it was...technology doesn't falter...
U are just a thousand miles away...but how far have we drifted apart?
I sound stupid, you question the intent of my call...
I say, " I LOVE U!!!"..
Cause thats what i have known, felt and done...Loved u..
I'm human..i want to be loved when I Love u..but i guess i am asking for a lot..
Yes, its a modern world where the only right word is "Convenience"
..did you love me for "Convenience"...the short term happiness...was it all that u needed?
Every word, every emotion, every dream...was it all "Convenience"..
I pray its not true...but your silence makes me believe..the word is "Convenience" and not " LOVE"..
damn i'm stupid!
But what do i do..accept the fact and move on?
Yes i can run away, but there ain't no place for me to hide..
You are a part of me..where do i run away from myself?
Our phone call lasted 35 odd secs...you were sleepy!
Wow..thats all thats left?... time and words to be "Convenient" according to your new scheduler..?
I really don't know...why have i anchored myself to the shore, when u have set sail a long time ago...
I could be the watch tower...looking for your return or be the buoy hovering near the shore...
Why do u want me to be the rock? I don't want waves splashing against me no more...!
 Why...why...why...even questions seem to "Conveniently" tread a cyclic path of uncertainty...
I guess its my "Convenience" to still "Love" you...

PS: This just makes no sense!!!